Friday, November 8, 2013

Bubba Banksy - Spreading Her Wings

It's a merry thing watching your children develop their interests so passionately.

Seraphina is blossoming into quite the little artist which is no surprise to me as she is always singing and drawing something. Yesterday she ran to me and said "Mummy, come and see my street art!"

 

We have a very similar nature Seraphina and I. Both Librans, both lovers of all things beautiful and a past that runs oh so deep. If there is ever a child that triggers and stirs my very existence, it is Sera. x

Some of our similarities....

* Our emotional sensitivitity can be wild and foreboding, causing physical anxiety to varying degrees and at times, disconnection from our loved ones and each other.

* We both possess intense acuity to the ethers and the world around us, which has graciously inspired a longing to be of service and the desire to contribute much healing in the world.

* One of our most avid traits is a never ending quest to discover the truth and to actively participate in helping others to find their own truth. Even if it ruffles a few feathers ;)

So... Those who know and love us well, understand the challenges within our relationship that have presented themselves so meticulously since being reunited 8 years ago at her birth.

I am slowly piecing together our story and beginning to see and feel the blessings and lessons amidst the storms. It has taken me a while, but I finally feel like I am closer to connecting the dots on my parenting journey with Sera than I have ever been before.

 

There are many avenues for healing ourselves and this week I have remembered how powerful it can be to immerse yourself in art.

Not only is ART (which I like to imagine stands for Actively Remembering Truth) a gentle way to express and release painful experiences but it has the remarkable ability to instantly reconnect you to the infinite source of creativity that resides within each and every one of us, which is ultimately the universal love and creation of life itself!

Just like meditation, creative pursuits can lead you back to your core essence so that you may free yourself from limiting beliefs and self sabotaging behaviour. Art, in all it's forms, enables you the space to regroup and redefine the person you dream to be and to manifest the life you desire.

 

It is my endeavour to continue bringing more art and creativity into my life and here is how I hope to do this.

1. Create a sacred space within my home where I can retreat to daily to play with a creative project.

2. Spend time in quiet interlude, free from distractions, to develop my art.

3. Be more involved with my local art community and participate in classes and workshops.

4. Introduce more artistic and cultural experiences into our family life and play time together.

5. Switch off the TV and listen to music.

6. Spend more time in nature with pencils or camera.

7. Travel

8. Sleep, regenerate, dream......

9. Affirm "There IS enough time in the day!" and

10. Let go of the idea of perfection to allay procrastination. :)

 

So, to my dear Sweet Seraphina girl, thank you for once again opening my eyes to what is important in my life and for helping me to remember the things that bring me most joy. I Love You eternally xxx

 

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Basic Everyday Gluten Free Bread

I'd like to eat less bread and I guess lately I do, but most days my family still enjoys home baked bread.

It has been a bit hit and miss for me with gluten free bread making and I am happy that I have finally found a recipe that never fails.  It may not be the most nutritious or fanciest around but it works and saves me dollars when the gluten free breads at the supermarket and health food shops tend to be a bit on the high side.  Not to mention the non-organic ones still contain synthetic preservatives.

Having said that I still keep an organic gf bread in the freezer for lazy, busy or cloudy days.

Here is the finished bread...

Resting nicely beside the cookies

Here is the recipe...

* 2 1/4 tsp dry yeast
* 1 1/4 cup warm water

* 1 cup organic brown rice flour
* 1 cup organic millet flour
* 1 cup tapioca starch
* 2 tsp xanthan gum
* 1 1/4 tsp celtic/himalayan salt

* 3 tbl extra virgin olive oil
* 1 tbl raw honey
* 1/2 tsp apple cider vinegar
* 2 eggs


1. Add yeast to water and blend well.
2. Combine dry ingredients and add to yeast and water.
3. Add wet ingredients and mix well.

(Dough will be more like a spongey cake mixture)

Ready for the oven


4. Let rest for 1/2 hour.
5. Grease and line loaf tin.
6. Pour in mixture.  Cover with a tea towel and sit in a warm, sunny place for at least another 1/2 hour or until dough doubles in size.
7. Bake in oven at 200 C for 40 mins.
8. Remove from tin and let sit for about 10 mins before cutting.

NB: I warm my yeast and water mixture in my thermomix and then add all other ingredients.  Blend on medium for about 20 seconds and then set the machine to 3 mins on interval setting.


Enjoy!


Gluten Free Choc Chip Cookies!!

Cookie Monster would be proud!
Experimenting with different gluten free flours has been fun albeit not always successful.

So when I pull off a recipe that calls for gluten free flour and it WORKS, I am stoked!

The kids have been wanting to make Chocolate Chip Cookies and I kept putting it off not really wanting to go to all the trouble and then make a flop.

While googling today I found a basic recipe that looked promising.  A slight tweak with the flours and mmmm wah lah! These turned out so good.

Chewy and soft, not too sweet and delectably chocolatey.


Here is the recipe...

* 1/2 cup raw organic butter
* 1/2 cup packed organic rapadura/brown sugar

* 1 organic free range egg
* 1 tsp pure vanilla extract (gf)

* 1 cup of organic brown rice flour
* 1/4 cup organic millet flour
* 1/4 cup tapioca flour
* 1 tsp xanthan gum
* 1/2 tsp gluten free - alum free baking powder
* 1/2 tsp bicarb soda
* 1/4 tsp celtic/himalayan salt

* 1 cup chocolate chips (gf)


And here's how we made them...

1. Combine butter and sugar in processor or bowl and mix on medium speed until creamy.
2. Add egg and vanilla and continue beating until well mixed.
3. Add flours, xanthan gum, baking powder, bicarb and salt and mix slowly and thoroughly.
4. Add the choc chips and mix.  I found it best to remove from my thermomix and mix in by hand.

(There were a few sneaky chips that disappeared.  Wade kept looking with his tastebuds.. and so did I!)

5. Prepare a tray with baking paper.
6. Roll dough into smallish balls and press lightly onto tray.  Keep a bit of distance between each one.  Maybe an inch or two.
7. Bake for 7-9 mins only.  Remove from oven and leave to cool a little.

Enjoy with a cuppa or milk.  So good!


Gluten Free is Good for Me

This last year I have been learning about grains and their role in our daily diets. I have learned about the importance of soaking grains well before their use and have even enjoyed dabbling in sourdough cultures when bread making.

The wisdom and methods of food preparations in traditional societies have always fascinated me and their unprocessed ingredients and lack of manipulation of the raw product has proven to be most suited to our biological bodies and optimum health.

This is not my kitchen!!!

My family and I have a predominantly natural diet. We have avoided preservatives, additives, colours and other synthetic chemicals in our food for well over 10 years. Although we do not have any distinct allergy issues, we have become increasingly aware of different sensitivities and intolerances to certain foods.

I have taken my family on a bit of a whirlwind adventure over the years and it has definitely not always been smooth sailing. Ok, that is probably a huge understatement! There have been times when a favourite food is taken out of the diet and an equally appealing substitute has not been provided. I have not found this hard to adjust to because I am naturally progressing with my food choices. Also, my motivation to be healthy and fit well into my 90's is incredibly high, as is my passion for rejecting the "food" and farming methods of mainstream society to provide a natural and real diet for my family.

My husband and kids however are understandably not always immediately on board and this has caused some conflict at times. I have finally learned and made peace with the fact that they are ultimately in control of their own health and wellbeing and my role as mother is not to force or conjole but to inspire and offer the best quality food and nutrition I can get my hands on. I have also realised that what may be unhealthy (or healthy) for me is not necessarily the same for every member of my family. And there are now 7 of us!!! This has probably been the greatest challenge so far as I attempt to meet the food needs of everyone. I am grateful to all the humans out there who love to share their pics and recipes of delicious and healthy foods on the Internet.


Fresh Fruit - Yum!


As I gain more information and knowledge surrounding food we continue to make changes to our daily diet.

Briefly, our 16 year family food journey has evolved like this... Elimination of cow's milk, introduce soy milk, elimination of soy, introduce rice milk, eliminate and avoid synthetic chemicals, introduction of fruit and veg juices, introduction of organic and biodynamic foods and produce, introduction of raw foods (mainly desserts and salads), introduction to super foods (cacao, mesquite, maca etc.), introduction to power smoothies, elimination of rice milk, introduction to nut milks, introduction to Sally Fallon's "Nourishing Traditions" and Dr Weston Price, introduction to raw unpasteurised dairy and goat's milk, introduction to raw virgin coconut oil, introduction to fermented foods and natural probiotics... I am sure I have missed a lot in this list and I am sure it does not end here with our recent removal of gluten from the diet.

A textbook of information

I had read quite a bit of research on the effects of gluten on our body and at the time couldn't really see the connection of how it was effecting our family. I believed, and still do, that celiac disease was curable providing the gut can sufficiently heal before gluten is reintroduced to the diet. Our own encounter with gluten intolerance (not the same as celiac disease) stemmed from a visit to a dear friend whose young daughter was diagnosed with celiac disease. I had noticed some sores on her legs that my own daughter of the same age had had for at least the past 3-4 years. The sores would come and go and we thought they were from insect bites that she would pick and scratch until they turned to sores. When I commented to my friend that my daughter (and son actually) was effected by bites too she quickly responded that her sores were the result of accidentally ingesting small amounts of gluten the day before. I was completely gobsmacked at how acute the reaction was for her and also at how similar the sores were to those of my children.

My teenage son has had mild eczema and other skin conditions since birth. The severity has fluctuated over the years but never bad enough to warrant any kind of strict elimination diet. However, this year and most likely due to the biological demands of his growing body, the skin on his arms have given us a clear clue as to the struggle his body is undergoing. I felt sad that I could not pin point the answer for him and so after seeing my friend's little girl I wondered whether gluten might be the key. I mentioned it to my boy and he agreed that he would like to try a gluten free diet.

The results were AMAZING and IMMEDIATE!!!

I can not stress to you how instant his skin began to heal. Within a few days there was no redness or sores and it progressively got better and better. This was after years of symptoms. My son felt happy we had found such a simple solution. We substituted gf bread and pastas, experimented with different flours in our baking and treats and continued to read food labels, choosing only gluten free products.
There has been some challenges, particularly when eating out or at friend's places. No one likes to visit and be a fussy eater and it is particularly tough on kids to have to say "I can't have this, I can't have that".

We were caught out one evening, about 3 months into the gluten free journey, at an impromptu BBQ at a friend's house. We didn't come prepared with any gf foods and our boy by this stage was tired of having to eat different to everyone except me. He was also beginning to feel like he was missing out on certain treats if they weren't gluten free. Hungry and surrounded in food we ate all that was offered. That night only confirmed to us that we were on the right track. The sores and redness came back just as instantly as they had departed, however this time they came back with a vengeance. It was clear that gluten was not a good thing for him to have in his diet.

Gluten Free Raw Passionfruit Birthday Tart

Our 7 year old daughter had a lot of reservations for going completely gluten free so the healing on her legs has been a lot slower, though still apparent.

My own experience with gluten has been with the condition of my scalp. Removing gluten from my diet has eliminated a very chronic dry and itchy scalp and I have read reports of others who have had the same healing. It is incredible once you pinpoint and take away the physical cause (still working on the emotional and spiritual causes) how much more in tune you become with your body and the effect that certain foods or environmental factors have on it. I can recognise immediately now the effect of gluten as my scalp stings and itches like nothing else. There is an acute response rather than a dull and constant itch. The intense sensation doesn't linger thankfully as I don't eat gluten often, but it just goes to show the sensitivity and awareness that is gained by taking it out of our diet almost completely.

So that is where we are at now. I have my suspicions on how gluten is affecting the other members of our family though at this stage they are happy to eat foods that contain gluten. They do not present with any obvious skin afflictions and so have little motivation to make the switch. With a little more research and perhaps some subtle whispers from me, they may eventually connect the dots with the symptoms they do have (ie. migraine and tummy issues), but for now, the majority of our food at home is gluten free for everyone and I feel that with the manipulation and tampering of even the most organic modern wheat grain, that can't be a bad thing.

If you have reduced or eliminated gluten foods from your diet, I'd love to hear from you and learn more. Please comment and share your experiences with me.

Angel x


Monday, May 6, 2013

SPACE to SOW and GROW - Compassion

I read Seraphina the story of The Little Match Girl today, written by Hans Christian Anderson.   If you are familiar with his original stories you will know that they are deep and thought provoking and often sad and heartbreaking.

Something I used to do with the older kids was read them a passage or chapter of a story and then have them draw a picture afterwards. It might be of a favourite character or scene, whatever connected with them at the time. I loved seeing what they would come up with and how although they both heard the same story, they would each create a different picture and in their own unique way.

I could see that Seraphina was really feeling the tragedy of the story and kept asking a lot of questions.   Like, why was the little match girl so poor? and Why would her father beat her if she couldn't sell any matches? This was a great opportunity for us to discuss these issues and to feel gratitude for our fortunate lives. We talked about homeless people and how they would feel when the cold winter rolls in.

Seraphina chose to draw the Christmas tree that the little match girl saw in the story and then drew the girl smiling. Unfortunately, without thinking, I said, "She wasn't very happy in the story was she" and Sera said "No" and rubbed out her mouth and drew a sad face.


I regret to have interfered with her creative expression. It was more me thinking out loud but Sera quickly took that as me telling her that her picture was wrong.  Such a shame on my part but another lessoned learned. I will not say a word next time.

Seraphina explained to me that she drew the happy face because she hoped that the little girl would feel the happiness that SHE feels at Christmas time. What a sweet gesture xx

The story of The Little Match Girl inspired us to make some precious candle holders. This Autumn we have been having fun making beeswax candles to connect with the shorter days and longer nights of the season.

I found a sweet tutorial on felt tealight candle holders in Amber Schmida Green's new book "Parenting Fun Everyday". Amber's book is full of useful information on keeping a natural rhythm flowing in the home while parenting small children. I've only read a handful of chapters so far but can highly recommend her work.

Here are the candle holders we made..


While we were sewing we made up a little song to honour the Little Match Girl. We felt her sadness and her pain and it was our way of sending a prayer out to all of the less fortunate people in the world. 

Sera would like to do some knitting so perhaps we could work together on a project to donate to charity and homeless people. Do you know of any such charities?

Here's our song..

"Little Match Girl we light a candle for you, Little Match Girl we light a candle for you, To warm your fingers, your hands, your toes and feet, Little Match Girl we pray your life will be sweet."



Friday, December 7, 2012

SPACE to SOW and GROW - Sera's Self-directed Learning

For the last couple of weeks, Seraphina has initiated a new learning venture.

She grabs an early reader book from the shelf and copies it word for word into her notebook. She seems to really enjoy forming the letters on the page, holding her pen and mouth just right. It is such a pleasure to watch her as she delves into reading and writing.


As she writes, we read the words together and she makes sense of the story. Afterwards she draws a beautiful picture to illustrate what she has just written.






She's also been practising math. Totally self-directed! I have never taught her how to form numbers or how to write sums. I think she saw an example of a written sum somewhere at sometime and then decided to experiment herself with it. Was such a surprise to find this in her book!

Love this Life!



Friday, September 7, 2012

SPACE to SOW and GROW - Waldorf Alphabet (D)

Well, this week there was a great deal of fire breathing and unfortunately I don't mean literally.. That would have been super cool!
I told the girls the Grimms story of "The Dragon's Grandmother" and when it came to doing our drawing Seraphina chose not to draw... She was still anti-drawing since the week before :(

She kept saying "You just draw it for me!".

I didn't want Seraphina to think I agreed that she could no longer produce a lovely drawing for her book so we stalled for a couple of days while I put my thinking cap on...

At the end of the week I made a suggestion that surprisingly she liked. We decided to help each other draw each other's dragon! It was fun and a little silly and I have to say the result was most wonderful x

 

During the week we dressed up, danced and played our djiembe drums. We discovered new dips and desserts and loved up Dad for Father's Day xx